Thursday, April 13, 2006
I came to work only few minutes before my actual shift since i had a hard time looking for a vehicle that would bring me to work...yay!!Holy Week blues!!!Few vehicles on the road, a lot of commuters on the street, a lot of people barefoot making taht traditional "Alay-Lakad", (Aside: Honestly, I don't believe that doing such is a person's way to sacrifice...okay, for some, maybe yes, but if you would really see other people, I think that their intention was just to make "gala", seeing all their radios and paraphernalias.End Aside)The past week had been a sort of a "reflecting week" for me...I hadn't been my ususal self as I avoided talking to people whom I usually mingle with...It's not that I don't want to talk to them but, let's just say that my mind was so pre-occupied with a lot of things that time...for one, I was having second thoughts of going back to school for the reason that i have to choose between pursuing it or leaving people i grew accustomed with for the past one year...until now, i still don't know what would happen, i haven't talked about it yet with the people concerned but i hope everything will turn out well..then, a problem that i never imagined myself considering a problem...yes, that darn, stupid thing called lovelife!!!i cannot say i am totally over it now, it just pains me thinking of it always and always...i need to get a life!!!
With these things happening and all, I came to know who my friends are...i would just like to thank all of them...I really was so touched that they made an effort to know what was bugging me, I didn't expect them doing it though...It really was something that lightened the burdens I have..I really am able to see that they were bothered with the twist in my behavior...thank you thank you guys....AX team-thanks so much, francis - thank you so much for ym-ing me..., meg - thanks a lot for bugging me and making kulit to me...this time, di na mashado ang negative vibes sa team...
i can't say that i'm already okay...but i'm trying to be...i am somehow back to being the ever hyper - kim that the team knows and loves according to mommy lei...but sometimes, those burderns still passes by my thoughts and still couldn't help but feel sad about it...but hey, i can be strong if i want to...i'm not yet so much okay, but i'm getting there..
mommy lei, HIM being back on GY shift has nothing to do with my being light hearted a bit...it was purely co - incidental, I think...
the angel in disguise
is simply gorgeous writing at 7:02 AM
