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Saturday, April 08, 2006 

In deep thinking...

These past few days, I am in deep thinking of things - those that really bother me...I really don't want to sound so melodramatic but as of now, I am not feeling happy with the way things are.I know I should be but I simply can't since there are so many thing that hinders me. I know life has already given me so much - pains, joys, satisfaction and all, but the fact still remains that there is something missing to complete me. I do not know what it is but I want to seek for it, it may be hard but i guess, that is the only thing that would make me stop searching.


You see, I am now on the verge of giving up, I don't know what to do next. Sometimes, people at home would catch me staring at nothing...honestly, i don't know what is happening to me, probably it is just an effect of tons and tons of things to think of...


I apologize to all those people who notices the change in my behavior...sorry if my post is like this but for now i guess, gone is the cheerful kim and shall be back til God knows when...good luck to me!

the angel in disguise is simply gorgeous writing at 7:12 AM

-i am me, love me or hate me-

i may not be the best.i may be misunderstood.i know i cannot be that someone others expected me to be.but i am still me.still that same damned girl..this is MY blog.this is MY space.this is MINE.if you dont like it,you can GET OUT and I mean it.NOW !!!!

LOVES
Calgon's tropical hawaiian ginger, Victoria Secret's Love Spell, Baguio, malls, chocolates, mango juice, flip flops, color purple, french tip, drop earrings, kikay stuff, nail polish, blogging, friendster, scrapbooking, my friends, my cellphone, 50 First Dates, A Lot Like Love

HATES
being late, surf control, lack of sleep, onions, summer heat, long walks, waiting, being alone, insensitive people

-some thoughts to ponder on-

the things we do for love, how we are always there when they need us, how we wait for them to call when they are not around, how we laugh at the silliest jokes and smile at the littlest compliments, how we try to make them laugh when they are sad, how we take care of everything they need, how we let them stay not knowing until when are they gonna stay, how we hug them tightly as if we can keep them, how we stumble - how we fall...the things we do for love - its always, always not enough..

-my whinings-

dang!
Crossroads...yay!
A Trip to Jerusalem..
Status: Undefined...Confused...Heartbroken...for t...
03182006
The past..
downtime galore
Moving on..
One week and counting...
For he-who-must-not-be-named...

-archives-

July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006

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Drake:Etchos!
Drake:Rant All you want
Arnold:unstable dancer
Markus Shogun:At The End of the Day
Goldi:Shifting Sands
Ross:Cornflake Girl
Paula:&All You Wanted
Gina:The Jayna Monologues
Agnes:Tipsy Gypsy
Candydudz:Candilicious
Bullet:Palutang - lutang
Liza:In Life
Anne:Anne is da shit!
Joy:Manila Girll
Ia:Idle Thoughts
Lei:The Breakfast Club
Nessie:Inside my Cluttered head
Francis:Summer 2006
Macy:She Don't, she don't punch-drunk-love
Ala:Alaism
Franz:Happiness is forever with you.
Katrina:Kat's site
Eggs:I Love Eggs!
KC Concepcion: Lemon Chamomile
Ekai:The Insane Guru Blogsite

-tick-tack-


-still counting-

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