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Tuesday, July 25, 2006 

A birthday and an anniversary..

Last July 24th, my blog marked its first year anniversary...i can't believe that i had been bugged by this blogging thing for over a year now. you see, this blog had been an avenue of my feelings, be it joys, pains, heartbreak and all..it is where i pour out what i am feeling and what my views are in respect of a certain idea.So to my dear blog, I am still looking forward to a lot more years of blogging..


On a lighter note, my cousin Cliare celebrated her 18th birthday at Jade Palace. It was indeed a celebration since family memebers that we expected really came despite the heavy rain. It was also a bit dramatic since when Claire's parents' expressed what they want, everybody can't help but feel sad..you see, we don't know until when will claire be with us, doctors say that she will live only until 18, and she is already 18, so fear is always with us..but hopefully, with God's grace, things will turn out well.


Anyway, July 28th is my mom's birthday, sadly she's no longer with me...sheesh, i really miss my mom, i may have been stubborn to her when she was alive, but i love her dearly.aside from my grandmom, she was the only one who understands my moodswings. Right now, I don't know how it feels like to have a mom and have bonding moments with her. It's like I have already missed half of my life not having my mom around me...she died when i was in first year highschool so i really didn't get the chance to have mother-daughter bonding with her...god!if onlyu i can turn back the hands of time..the last memory i had with her was an advance birthday card from her when i celebrated my 13th birthday. she gave it to me a few days before she died and told me that she don't know if she'll still be aroung by my birthday on september...it read: "to the most wonderful daughter i have, always remember that mom loves you so much..wahtever happens...i'll miss you..take care of yourself..mom"..Yay!Mom,I know you are in a better place right now, but sometimes, I still question why this has happened to me...I am so alone right now...I need your hug and your soothing words..i love you so much..happy birthday..

the angel in disguise is simply gorgeous writing at 8:36 AM

-i am me, love me or hate me-

i may not be the best.i may be misunderstood.i know i cannot be that someone others expected me to be.but i am still me.still that same damned girl..this is MY blog.this is MY space.this is MINE.if you dont like it,you can GET OUT and I mean it.NOW !!!!

LOVES
Calgon's tropical hawaiian ginger, Victoria Secret's Love Spell, Baguio, malls, chocolates, mango juice, flip flops, color purple, french tip, drop earrings, kikay stuff, nail polish, blogging, friendster, scrapbooking, my friends, my cellphone, 50 First Dates, A Lot Like Love

HATES
being late, surf control, lack of sleep, onions, summer heat, long walks, waiting, being alone, insensitive people

-some thoughts to ponder on-

the things we do for love, how we are always there when they need us, how we wait for them to call when they are not around, how we laugh at the silliest jokes and smile at the littlest compliments, how we try to make them laugh when they are sad, how we take care of everything they need, how we let them stay not knowing until when are they gonna stay, how we hug them tightly as if we can keep them, how we stumble - how we fall...the things we do for love - its always, always not enough..

-my whinings-

sleepless
...
Random thoughts on a boring Friday evening..
dang!
sambalewanje!
Gawd!
Happy Birthday my bebeh..
it's a free world after all..
Cuteness..
new phase, new me?

-archives-

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Drake:Etchos!
Drake:Rant All you want
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Ross:Cornflake Girl
Paula:&All You Wanted
Gina:The Jayna Monologues
Agnes:Tipsy Gypsy
Candydudz:Candilicious
Bullet:Palutang - lutang
Liza:In Life
Anne:Anne is da shit!
Joy:Manila Girll
Ia:Idle Thoughts
Lei:The Breakfast Club
Nessie:Inside my Cluttered head
Francis:Summer 2006
Macy:She Don't, she don't punch-drunk-love
Ala:Alaism
Franz:Happiness is forever with you.
Katrina:Kat's site
Eggs:I Love Eggs!
KC Concepcion: Lemon Chamomile
Ekai:The Insane Guru Blogsite

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