Sunday, January 08, 2006
One week and counting...
The past week for me has brought about so pressures...to be exact, it has been already one week that I am trying to be happy but I just simply can't...i can not say that i am totally over and okay about it already because i am not yet giving up as what i said in my previous post...but somehow, i learned so many things out of what happened...its now more than ever that i was able to feel loved by so many people.People whom i thought would just be there in good times but turned out, they are still with me right now when it seems that nobody else is with me...its just so overwhelming to know that they'd help me out through this, specially they are the only people to whom i can tell everything about HIM...
There's nothing much to say as of the moment...All i'm busy at these past few days is work, nothing more, nothing less..And by the way, I am also reading right now a book from Summit Media entitled "The Breakup Diaries". Wala lang, share ko lang...I've been done reading "Tough Love" and "Wander Girl"...Oopps, before I forget, I am so LSS-ed with this song nowadays...was it just a coincidence or what..du-u-h?!?!
IF THE LOVE FITS, WEAR IT
Leslie Pearl
You say you're not sure about love
If this thing we got together is real
But I say what are you afraid of?
You're a woman now and you know how to feel
Look to your heart
And the answer will be
Such a very simple thing
**But if the love fits wear it, baby
And if it feels good, put it on
And if it's not that then just maybe
You'd be better off to leave it alone
But if the love fits wear it baby
And if it feels good, put it on
And if it looks like then just maybe
This love we have is where you belong
(This love we have is where you belong)
Baby you've got nothin' to lose
You can try it on and see if it suits you
And maybe, if it's not right for you
You can turn and walk away if you choose to
I want you to stay
'Cause you feel good to me
But I'll leave it up to you
(**)
I'd like to hold you for I love you a lot
And try to make you understand
We got a good thing and it fits us so tight
But what can I do? It's up to you
(**)
Phew...as the song goes, and if it is not that, then just maybe, we'd be better off to leave it alone...
well, let's see...Good Luck to me...
the angel in disguise
is simply gorgeous writing at 6:43 AM
Saturday, January 07, 2006
For he-who-must-not-be-named...
why is it that when i fell in love with you, I never thought of anything else...
why is it that when I've almost given what I thought would make you happy, .you would tell me that you're letting me go...
why is it that when I am deeply into you will you tell me that you can't take it anymore...
why is it that when I f*ck*in tried to make things work and thought I was doing a good job out of it will you realize that it just can't be...
why is it that your damn ego cannot accept thing as they are right now???
i am not bragging and would never brag about it, so why make a big deal out of it?!?!
why the hell are there people whose happiness is to always piss you off...
i'm confused, enlighten me...
i am not yet giving up...
nor am i letting you let go of me...
its just that its not that easy to put all those memories to waste...
i am still in pain and i dont know for how long...
***thanks to all those peeps whose helping me this time...you know who you guys are...love you much!!!
i promise, you'll be the first to know once i get better...***
the angel in disguise
is simply gorgeous writing at 7:46 AM
The Party Animal always wears sunglasses during his vacation. He likes a good hotel, with a swimming pool and room service. A couple of drinks at night, maybe see a show, maybe roll the dice, that's the way to spend the evening. 
