Saturday, April 22, 2006
fresh from my one week leave from work, i am back again and i can say i am more relaxed and less pressured this time...i have had so much fun during my vacay...went to baguio first..weather's freezin' cold, unlike here but people walking around are as many as here in Manila...we drove around almost everywhere there..'twas so much fun since i was with my family, we had the chance to bond as well as talk about some stuff that concerns our lives...all i can say is that i am not yet done with bargaining but my tito's thinking of considering what i want.from baguio, we rode a 12 - hour travel going to tugegarao...and i can say, it was really a pain in the ass!!there we transferred from one house to another since a lot of relatives were offerring their place for us to stay at.the only difficulty i had while i was there is that i dont know how to speak a conversible Ibanag (that, my dear is the language spoken there.)The weather is waaaaay hotter than Baguio..(a college barkada texted me in such way that i dont know whether it was for information or an insult..hehe...it read:"KIM, FYI: Tugegarao is the hottest city in the Philippines! :-)), but we managed to get through it. After a day of staying there, we went to Piat Church then head towards Tuao, Cagayan. We really had so much fun there. I had the chance to ride a calesa for the first time in my life...And again, their language, Itaoit is what they call it, hindered me to converse well with them...but they also tried their best to speak to us although they were having difficulty in speaking Filipino. We toured around the province riding a calesa and it was such a wonderful experience..We also went to a resort, down under in Abbut. Abbut is actually a dead end place of Tuao and upon going beyond it, you are actually making your way to Kalinga Apayao...
Being on vacation with my family and at the same time enjoying my stay away from the city made me realized so many things:
1. I should not dwell on the past already and just leave it behind.
2. Life is so beautiful.
3. You can never have superb happiness all at the same time.
4. Letting go brings so much pain but after you've shed so many tears, you would just get sick and tired of still thinking about it.
5.No matter what happens, your family will still be with you. (though they would not really show they care.)
6.Baguio is such a pretty place to fall in love. *wink*
I wish I could stay longer but time didn't allow me to...In that vacation, I was able to make new friends that I intend to keep for lifetime...And I can somehow say, I am letting you go already..thank you for everything...i am ready to live my life again normally but not yet ready to fall again...but at least, I was able to get there...pictures are soon to be posted..im looking forward to our Club Manila East getaway on the 30th and our Bora trip on the 23rd..Yay!Summer!
the angel in disguise
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Saturday, April 01, 2006 the angel in disguise
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The past week had been a sort of a "reflecting week" for me...I hadn't been my ususal self as I avoided talking to people whom I usually mingle with...It's not that I don't want to talk to them but, let's just say that my mind was so pre-occupied with a lot of things that time...for one, I was having second thoughts of going back to school for the reason that i have to choose between pursuing it or leaving people i grew accustomed with for the past one year...until now, i still don't know what would happen, i haven't talked about it yet with the people concerned but i hope everything will turn out well..then, a problem that i never imagined myself considering a problem...yes, that darn, stupid thing called lovelife!!!i cannot say i am totally over it now, it just pains me thinking of it always and always...i need to get a life!!!
With these things happening and all, I came to know who my friends are...i would just like to thank all of them...I really was so touched that they made an effort to know what was bugging me, I didn't expect them doing it though...It really was something that lightened the burdens I have..I really am able to see that they were bothered with the twist in my behavior...thank you thank you guys....AX team-thanks so much, francis - thank you so much for ym-ing me..., meg - thanks a lot for bugging me and making kulit to me...this time, di na mashado ang negative vibes sa team...
i can't say that i'm already okay...but i'm trying to be...i am somehow back to being the ever hyper - kim that the team knows and loves according to mommy lei...but sometimes, those burderns still passes by my thoughts and still couldn't help but feel sad about it...but hey, i can be strong if i want to...i'm not yet so much okay, but i'm getting there..
mommy lei, HIM being back on GY shift has nothing to do with my being light hearted a bit...it was purely co - incidental, I think...
choosing between law school and work still sucks!I dont want to give up my job and resign...i still have a month shy away to bargain with my tito...if things goes well, i'll still be staying at my work...if not, can't say anything...my rl is reasy to be printed out...nonehteless,i'll miss them so much...
You see, I am now on the verge of giving up, I don't know what to do next. Sometimes, people at home would catch me staring at nothing...honestly, i don't know what is happening to me, probably it is just an effect of tons and tons of things to think of...
I apologize to all those people who notices the change in my behavior...sorry if my post is like this but for now i guess, gone is the cheerful kim and shall be back til God knows when...good luck to me!
goldenbelle (4/7/2006 3:57:34 AM): musta party nyo
angel in disguise (4/7/2006 3:58:22 AM): ayos lang...
goldenbelle (4/7/2006 3:58:56 AM): sinabi naman sayo nina ross yung about dun sa leave mo no?
goldenbelle (4/7/2006 3:59:05 AM): nakalimutan na kita itxt eh
angel in disguise (4/7/2006 4:08:41 AM): hindi...tumawag na ;ang aso...
goldenbelle (4/7/2006 4:08:57 AM): ha?
Hehehe...
