Friday, May 26, 2006
Random thoughts on a boring Friday evening..
I wasn't able to go home this morning. I won't be able to come in on time if I still went home. I accompanied my cousin in enrolling. We had so much fun only if that freakin' lady at the principal's office did not send us to and fro the high school and college department saying that my cousin still have an unpaid balance...my gulay!we were presenting the receipt already and they don't want to honor it. I asked them if there are other options aside from going to the college depaertment since it would take some time before we could go there, and their excuse was, there were no people in the accounting office to contact, and they are sick and were in the clinic...my!imagine how lame their excuse was...in the end, we were able to find out as soon as we went there that thae freakin' lady was just too lazy to coordinate with them since there were actually so many personnels there and they are not "sick"..gawd!their enrolment system really suck...Anyway, moving on, we met up with my coochie...nothing important really...we just missed each other that's why we met. He even handed me something coming from his brother, my bestfriend..I wasn't really expecting that present to be given, but at the same time, I was so touched by what he did since after some time of not being in speaking terms, we were able to patch things up....thanks, markdaniel...
The following post should've been posted a few days ago if only Mang Max is up and running...but i'll be posting it anyway..
We're off in our new building already...feeling okay...it's just that we're having a hard time going up and down of it...we're on the 31st floor so you could just imagine the time that can be wasted...anyway, it's a good thing though since we are actually located in an area that is "hidden" from almost everything.."neverneverland" is what you can call it. yay!well, we just have to get used to it..
Last Sunday, we went to Ross' place again to have bonding moments. I was with Rodney and Jayar. It was so nice to at least once in a while have such kind of get together...was able to leave the place at around six in the morning.
I met up with my tita to accompany her to buy stuff for my cousin's debut...she was hours late...grrr!!!she made up naman for it when she bought stuff for me eh...After that, we went to fetch my cousins since they will be staying at home for two days. Was able to arrive home at 7 pm..
As soon as we arrived home, I have to cook some food pa since our maid left for their province. And by the way, good news is that I already know how to cook rice, hindi yung hilaw, as in yung rice talaga na pwedeng kainin, and that is one thing i'm really proud of...the first time kase na i cooked rice, grabe, para shang lugaw and i tell you, pinagtiyagaan lang talaga kainin ng mga cousins ko..hehe..
During my cousin's two day stay at home, we had so much fun...What we did during those days were to chat, eat, watch, text...But it was indeed fun since it made us really closer..i'm still looking forward to so many night outs as well as fun with them...
guess this is it for this post,it's getting cold here already in my station ...i just need to get a break to warm myself...hehe..
Our company will be holding its annual summer getaway from work tomorrow and on Sunday at Island Cove in Cavite.Too bad, I can't come since I'll be having my shift on those days...I'm sure I'll be dying of jealousy once they brag about the fun as well as their pics..But anyway, I wish my friends fun...geez!
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i had a night bonding with my cousins...we just chatted all night long and surf the net...we talked about life, love, school, sex, and anything that triggers their interest...i don't know but it's a wonderful feeling to at least bond with them once in a while...it's just that sometimes i feel too old since they are asking those stuff from me...err, as if i'm an expert eh?hehe..
wasn't able to sleep today since my cousin was rushed to the hospital because of seizure...according to the doctors, she'll be confined for a few days since they'll be conducting series of tests as well as MRI.With this, I have filed for PTO for tomorrow since i'll be th one staying in the hospital with her.
guys will always be guys!with all that they have been telling us, expect that almost all of those are lies...sheesh!sometimes, it would be hard for us to believe in them already...if only they would have the guts and courage to be honest with us, hay, eh di sana walang problema...
i'm almost done giving testimonials to my friends in my friendster's list...hehe..it has been my past time these past few days to look back and take time to make a testimonial for each one of them...sana lang matapos ko silang lahat..
i've been feasting on pastas and chocolates since yesterday. idon't know but i've been enjoying those yummy foods really...could it be...?hehe...wag naman sana..
To my teammates, goodluck naman sa ating lahat...we'll surely miss PSC...Paano na ang nga suki cards?Paano na kapag 5 minutes before shift ka lang dumating?Paano na ang smoking area?Paano na ang RCBC canteen?Paano na ang vendo machine?Paano na ang bisayang voice over sa elevator na nagsasabeng "sicond floor?"darn!it's gonna be a new adventure na naman for us...we'll keep JG's ops floor chaotic..haha!
Last Monday, I had some sort of misunderstanding with one of my friends. I am really feeling mad with the way they are treating us after that night in Malate so I decided to confront him. He actually explained his side...In fairness, we managed to settle it and I also apologized for being that straightforward to him.
These past few days, rain kept pouring the whole of Metro Manila. It's not that I hate it when it's raining, it's just that memory keeps on flooding me..call me emotional or whatever, but this kind of weather gives me those emotional boo-boos...it made me think of so many stuff, including what if's..yay!also, this weather makes me ride a cab always...FYI: I am not the sosyal type of person, but I just need to ride a cab these past few days since I am always late waking up or the rain's pouring really hard...gawd!I still have two weeks before payday!!!
Emotional turmoil is hitting me once again...and i am having a hard time deciding over things...just last Monday, I indulged into something I now regret doing...right now, i am in love but i don't know what to do...shall i follow whats right or shall i follow what my heart is dictating?
for-he-who-must-not-be-named:
i hate you for being like that..
for being caring..
for being always there..
for being a shoulder to cry on..
for making me feel special..
i hate everything you are doing to me..
it only makes me fall for you even harder when i know i shouldn't be..
i don't want to lose you but i also don't want to lose a friend..
mommy lei, mother liz, mother gos, arn and me were able to buy some cadbury chocolates for a cheaper amount of moolah...it was indeed yumyum!!hehe
I was able to read these quotes from a site in the internet...i think these quotes speaks well of how i am feeling right now...argh!
"You hug him good-bye like it's nothing... while all you want to do is hold on forever...but you let go, smile and walk away... then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same... because try as you might you can't make someone love you, sometimes you have to let them be free... and letting go, that is when love hurts the most of all."
"To let go isn't to forgot, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't about winning or losing. It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear, and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It's not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss and it's not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free."
yay!life sucks!
Upon fetching my cousins, we decided to go to Malate, where Drake was. We called him and he gave us the directions. We were able to arrive there, like 3 in the morning. We were able to meet his friends, one of them looks like Carlos Agassi, and the other one, I cannot think of any comparison, they are actually a couple. It was so nice of them though to accomodate us even if we came in the middle of their eating at Lookal.
While eating there, one of my cousins was talking to mark, my bestfriend, who happens to live just within the area. He wanted to meet us and invited us to their house. At first, the meeting was just for Carmen, as we let them have their time together. But when Drake and Igl was about to go to fluid, I thought that it would not be good if i'll be letting my cousins, one aged 17, and the other, 14 enter fluid and see different something something. Good thing we did not join them since Igl told us of gross scenarios she saw while inside fluid. While they were there, we decided to accept my bestfriend's invitation to just stay at their home while waiting for morning to come and we'll be heading to Libis. We had some chitchatting with his brother also and at 5 in the morning, we went to the bar in front of Giligans, (i'm sorry, I forgot the name) and told Drake that we'll be leaving. Igl decided to come over since we were about to talk about some personal stuff. Arriving at Libis, we had our breakfast at Somethin's Fishy, had a bottle of Sanmig light and that's it. Downfall: Ross at this moment is nowhere to be found, and no way to be contacted...my poor bebeh, probably, she had just too much alcohol again...it was already obvious bebeh when you were making, you know, "the moves" to francis...hehe..love you bebeh!
Moving on a more personal side, I don't know if meeting up with that bestfriend of mine brought me happiness or just pain. You see, our situation is not the typical, boy-girl bestfriend relationship,it goes a bit complicated than that. That is what we, Igl and I should have talked about. She said I was just hurting myself for doing that but I cannot actually blame me.I actually told her that it would be the last time i'll be meeting up with markdaniel, she just shrugged her shoulders off telling me that she later on, i cannot say that she did not warn me...she also told me to let go of my bestfriend even if he means so much to me..yay!the situation was indeed awkward, in fact igl could attest to that, she was the witness of, well, how i am during "those" circumstances...i just hope things get better before it'll be too late..i know, i'm gonna be in deep trouble if things go on...igl, we need to talk about it really soon...
Pictures soon to be posted..
Yay, as I was about to go home, I cannot understand what is happening with my stomach. I forgot that I was not able to eat anything before I indulged myself in too much drinking. I just don't know how I was able to go home here since I sent my cousins home first before I head home since we did not ask permission to go out, in short, tumakas lang kame..hehe..But it was indeed so much fun still..
DSL sucks...As i was posting this entry, the connection from our server failed. GAWD!I am paying bucks of money for their service and such service is unsatisfactory. I am planning of calling them tomorrow to complain about it..
I'll be going to work tomorrow for a training for MS Excel, 10:30-12:30...Sheesh! It was supposed to be my rest day still..hay...
i am afraid for next week to come, i am feeling paranoia right now, anxiety's killing me...i've made someone a promise, but dang! i don't know if i can fulfill it...it would really be a life changing event if plans will push through...i still don't know how to get over this...but i've to warn you that this is not the same as what my usual post contained, as what i've told you, i am enjoying my life right now...and yeah, i'm in too much enjoying...gawd!the heck...anyway, just wish me luck..
my work environment right now is so refreshing...just love it..
my busmate/officemate/friend/krung Ross is celebrating her beerthday today, happy beerthday bebeh, and wait, someone told us you're gonna bring us some pastas eh?asan na?hehe..love you bebeh!
yay!sometimes, it's also tiring to just surf all day...
blogger break..
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That's all folks!till my next post!
I had a dream yesterday about an officemate/friend/busmate/krung-krung, Ross. I am not mentioning the entire story here but i've already told her that as soon as i got up from my slumber. I didn't know why I dreamt of that, but maybe because subconsciously, that is what I am actually wishing for her...
I'll be missing Igl and the rest of our friends from another account in our team as they will be transferring from PSC to JG.Dang!And yeah, I'll be missing Dumbo too!!yay!
Few days ago, my cellphone was broken. I was charging it in my room when a cousin of mine went inside. I already warned him not to go near it since its position is not that safe, but being that little bitchy/bratty little boy that he is, he still went near it, and alas! my phone fell...i was really infuriated right at that moment.it's not because of the unit itself, but basically because it was actually the first thing i bought without asking anybody some moolah..well, i still have to wait for my next pay so that i'll have it repaired - i hope it can still be. I also hope that Semicon will not charge me big bucks...argh!
I can say that i am happy right now. There is a big chance that resignation will be out of the topic already as they are considering what i want. Plus I am totally over that lovesick - drama phase of my life momentarily. I have left all my excess baggages already and is starting to gather another suitcase again - this time, with more lessons learned and more precautions taken..hehe..
i love my life right now, and i am living it to the limits!I am enjoying myself more right now..Just last week, I had my hair treated and colored it burgundy, nothing really special, probably i just want some change. It looked okay but of course, you would never be spared of all the teasing from my teammates..Honestly, that is one thing i love abut my team, we are always happy - as in..
So there, I think this is a new phase of Kim Scribbables' life already..no hang - ups, only adventures to look forward to..as they say, carpe diem!I should seize the day..ciao!
Being together for the first time paved way for us to at least enjoy each other's company. Although for me, Ross, Drake and Igl, it was not our first time together, being with Goldi, Mother Liz, Agnes, Derek, Francis, Anne and Arn made it like a first time...And I am also looking forward to having more bonding sessions with them.
I wasn't able to go to work last Sunday...I won't be blaming anybody for it since I also enjoyed it...I was way too drunk to get up and head to work. Also, if I persuaded in going to work, I might just end up having a warning..Sup Pao, thanks for understanding!! I promise, that was going to be my last..I drank tequilla and Red Horse like water that I forgot about my shift...too bad!!!As I was about to go to work, I cannot even walk that Igl needs to be on my side wherever I will go...igloots, thanks a bunch!!needless to say, my teammates saw me at one of my worse state, yuck!!embarassing!!my suppossedly leaving Candy's place at 7:30 pm ended up us leaving 4 in the morning. We really had so much fun just by chit chatting, eatng, drinking and SINGING - yes!!!My teammates really sang their hearts out and belt out different songs...When Francis, Derek and Drake sang, it was superb, it's like they are not the ones singing...hehe...they sang like divas - no exagg, better ask those at the party. Arn also sang a song, hmm, Arn, siner wannabe eh?hehe, but you're not too bad, I should say..Ross also proved her capacity as a singer and Igl made "kalat"? haha...no, she was just enjoying soo much that's why...Goldi, on the other hand need not prove anything as she is, well, the singing diva in the group..hehe..I was also able to talk to some of Candy's cousins and really had great time. If only Francis was still there the time I was talking to them, I'm sure I will be getting so much teasing from him...By the time we were about to board the bus, I gave Candy one last hug and can't help but feel sad about her leaving. I know if she only have a choice, she would rather stay...but, yay!!life!!Surely, I'll be missing so much of Candydudz - we haven't been together for a long time yet, but I was able to get to know her and really went along well in a short span of time - from our chocolate eating bonding sessions to our three way swap schedules which sends headaches to workforce and our supervisors, from being shiftmates to our supposedly trip to Baguio and swimming, from all the teasing and her "bye guyz/ohmigod" phrases...yay!!!but I know, this opportunity will pave way for a better whatever, we just have to look at it positively...
Igl, Ross and I had breakfast at Somethin' Fishy in Libis. It was unplanned and just as we were about to go home from Candy's place, we decided to go there. Nothing special really. We were enjoying our breakfast there teasing Ross of how she escaped Yuriy's interrogation, a group of friends arrived, as if they were off to some partying, so naturally, there were the "looks" among the three of us. As they were done with their eating and was about to gou our, they stopped at our table and made the looks on us also, so what we did was to exchange looks with them...they even stayed near our table for about 20 minutes, probably, waiting for us to go out. But we have no plans of making a big fuss out of it...Ross concluded that it might have been of my "deadly" stares that they thought that we were talking about them all the time. Good thing, we did not end up fighting.
Starting this week, I might be covering Candy's shift until the next shift bid comes, that means that I will be in the afternoon shift, 2 - 11 pm...I think it's better than being on graveyard shifts with so many on leaves and accidental sickness..
