Tuesday, June 20, 2006
i have been here at home since this morning yet i cannot get some sleep. i was supposed to attend school today but again, wasn't able to since my tita left me here stucked up with my two younger and bratty cousins to look to because, as she says, she'll be fixing some sort of crap..With so much happening right now, i really cannot say if i can still endure the pressure of juggling so many tasks...hohumm...can't think of what i am gonna do with all these...my out of lucid interval mind is telling me again to quit schooling...argh!shame on me!as what i mentioned in my last post, i am on a new shift already..i can say it's a less pressuring sched yet still pressuring on my part...chaotic right?- that's how i can best describe my life right now - a total mess and chaos..
by the way, out of having nothing to do, i changed the skin of my blog for the nth time...wala lang...i'm so bored and pissed off..
the angel in disguise
is simply gorgeous writing at 11:03 PM
been on hiatus for quite some time...admittedly, a lot has transpired during the times i was not blogging..probably, i was just too tired to blog that often anymore. i don't know, i am at this point where my mind's going gaga over a lot of things burdened by so many pressures form, let's say, outside forces. anyway, i was supposed to post an entry last week about somebody who, again, for the nth time, used her heart over her mind...but i'm glad to know that she was able to recover from it...
How would you feel when that is the only answer you could get from your guy when you ask him why he wants you to let go of him?I did not intend to cry in the office, neither did I intend to coincide it with one of my supervisor's leaving. In fact, I tried to act as bubbly as I can but the moment that it crossed my mind and the thought has already sunk in, can't help but shed off my tears. You see, I've been in some turbulent relationships already, some of those were even not approved by my uncles and aunt but who cares!I admit, I am sometimes out of my mind when I fall in love...
Anyway, as if i'm not yet satisfied with the week's going, I lost my fone and money. I wont go into so much details already but the bottomline is that I am just pissed off with people who can easily get away with stealing. sure, because of the need to survive, peeople tend to do all sort of things. but heck! not at other people's expense...sad thing, some inconsiderate people around me would not want to believe in what happened. gawd! they would also say that probably i would just not want to share in the household's expense..haller!!!!god bless her ass!!
anyway, i am in a new shift again, 7 pm - 4 am...hay, buhay graveyard na naman...well, it's relaxing though since my rest days fall on weekends..
i still have so much in my mind but i can not think of it clearly, it's as if the thoughts are racing to come out of my mind...heck!my mind's in pain...argh!
the angel in disguise
is simply gorgeous writing at 5:52 AM
